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Wednesday, October 21st, 2009 08:52 am
“it’s just…”

Eric pauses for a second, making awkwardly quick little wafting motions with his left hand (the one with the sixes) as if attempting to stir up the memory.

“…she does that thing that I do when I’m meeting someone for the first time. That sort of falsely casual ‘I don’t really care how you answer this question(either way is fine with me. Really), but (for the sake of getting to know each other)—how do you feel about animal torture and casual drug use?’ inquisition thing. It was fan-God Damn-tastic. She tried to play it cool, but there was this intensity with which…”

Dave pushes his glasses further up the bridge of his nose. He can see just fine, but it’s a powerful gesture nonetheless, and his mother is an acting coach, so he inherited a sort of flare for the dramatic.

“Slow down, man. A: you’re talking too fast, and B: you sound like you’ve rehearsed this”

Dave chews the inside of his mouth a little bit. A nasty habit, but it’s just for show. He counts the beats in his head until he resumes speaking. A born performer.

“You’re doing that thing where you’re bouncing a first draft off of me, and not actually talking, huh?”

Eric waves off his best friend’s accusation while simultaneously acknowledging defeat, and (not quickly enough) making a mental note to stop talking with his hands.

“I’m just excited. Really God damn excited. I go through every single day hoping against hope to meet just one person who gives a shit about anything (really: any-fucking¬¬-thing); and here’s this girl (this drop-dead-gorgeous girl with a tattoo of fucking Gizmo on her shoulder) who’s vegan, straight edge, likes Invisible Monsters more than Fight Club, and has better taste in music than I do. It’s just…”

“Wait. Hold the fucking phone, sir. ‘Gizmo’, Gizmo? Like, from Gremlins?”

Eric just nods. Smiles.

Dave’s eyes go as wide as is possible outside of a shitty Japanese cartoon.

“I know, Dave. I know. It’s ridiculous. She showed it to me and I almost started crying”

“Understandably so. Jesus…”

Eric moans a little bit and rubs his temples a little too forcefully with the index and middle fingers of both hands.

“The bitch of it all is: I’m so used to just…you know, hating everyone that she throws me waaay the fuck off guard. It’s awful (I mean, it’s great—really fucking great—it’s just…)…”

“…yeah? You just don’t know how to act, or what?”

“Yeah, I guess. I guess that’s it. I’m just so stoked that she’s in my life, I don’t want to do anything to make her go away”

Dave quirks a brow to indicate interest, but it’s obscured by the frames of his glasses so he just looks sort of twitchy.

“So…you’re, like…dating?”

Eric forgets his resolution about the hands and flails them for all he’s worth.

“No. No, no, no. I know better than to even hope for anything like that. She’s so far out of my league it honestly hasn’t even crossed my mind”

Dave puts his hands on his hips. A gesture so flamboyant it’d take the sun to obscure it.

“Never? Not even once? You are a fucking liiiiarrr, son”.

Eric’s eyes go straight to the floor. His hands, to his pockets.

“Well, of course the thought had occurred to me. But I’m not an idiot, and I have no delusions about my lot in life. I’m the Jimmy Olsen to her Supergirl. The Johnny Marr to her Morrissey”.

Dave moves close to Eric and his tone turns uncharacteristically serious .

“Don’t put yourself down, man. You’re an alright guy, yourself. You’re a published journalist, you’re paying your dues in the comics field, you’ve got your own place… you’re not addicted to anything…It’s not like you’re some hopeless leper, or something”.

Eric just stands still for a while, until Dave apprehensively pats him on the shoulder.

“Thanks. A lot. For real”

He chooses his words after much deliberation.

“I don’t feel possessive about her at all (I mean, we just started hanging out. Even creepers take a longer time than three or four days to get that attached…and I’d like to think I’m not a creeper). I just…I just love knowing that she exists, you know? That someone with her level of compassion and that particular outlook on things shares air with me”.

Eric starts to get noticeably excited, now: his cheeks are flush, a little curl of hair has come uncoiled and dangles haphazardly in front of his eyes, the hands are moving (lightning-quick) again.

“I’m honestly just happy to know she’s around”

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Saturday, April 25th, 2009 05:08 pm

Eric is scheduled to drop some science at 6pm Pacific Time. He will, as always, be charming as all get out. Also contributing to the show: Ted Seko (Spongebob Squarepants, The Family Guy, Billy Cole)! The topic of the day is: Indie Comix Marketing get it from itunes, or click here to get all fancy with it (and learn more about JAVILAND).

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Saturday, January 17th, 2009 09:09 am



Tucson’s own Dave Baker and Eric M Esquivel will be interviewed on Planet Comic Book Radio it will be broadcast live Tuesday Jan. 20th at six mountain time (joining the ranks of Stan Lee, and other actually talented individuals).
 

http://www.planetcomicbookradio.com/
 

It's going to rule.
 

 


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Friday, November 7th, 2008 11:11 am


Hometown heroes Dave Baker and Eric M. Esquivel will be in attendance at the Tucson Comic Con, tomorrow.

Come cheer on your favorite good-looking juggernauts of talent.

 

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Saturday, October 25th, 2008 07:44 am


Dave and I tried our hardest to be professional while recording our fourth podcast last night (while his girlfriend slumbered inches behind us, curled up on a ball of faded Rage Against the Machine T-shirts and He-Man action figures; but we couldn't hold it together once his mother burst in the room, and asked us to "turn it down". 

Awesome.

Listen to them here (new shows are posted every Monday):
http://www.modernmythologypress.com/?cat=5

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Monday, October 13th, 2008 01:55 pm


Due to overwhelming demand, Modern Mythology Press finally has non-comic wares for your consumption.

T-shirts, buttons, stickers, mugs, etcetera.

Come get 'em, kids!

http://www.cafepress.com/ModernMythology

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Saturday, October 11th, 2008 09:40 am





A simple reminder to our adoring public:

Eric M. Esquivel and David Baker of Modern Mythology Press have been invited as guests to the First Annual Tucson Comic Con, held on Saturday, November 8th from 10am to 7pm at the Four Points Sheraton on Speedway and Campbell.


The boys will debut the third issue of CHILDISH DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR AND SUPERIORITY, BIKINI AUTOMATIC VOLUME TWO, ISSUE ONE, and several secretely-named mini comix.


Be there, or be really sad when your friends tell you how awesome it was/ how cute the guys are in-person.

 

AND, if you really want to show some love: pick up a messenger bag, T-shirt, or button from our online store, and have us take a silver sharpie to that beauty. It'll ascend to "priceless heirloom" status in a jiffy.


"in a jiffy"--does anyone really say that? I've never heard it aloud.


I was going to go with "right quick" but if just felt too forced. I think I'm more of an "in a jiffy" sort of guy.


Yeah.


I'm going to start using that in quotidian life. "IRL" as the kids say.


Yeah.


Watch out, world.

 

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http://www.cafepress.com/ModernMythology


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Thursday, October 9th, 2008 11:28 am




I'll be available for autographs, high-fives and good times at Charlie's Comics, December sixth.

Tucson's best and brightest cartoonists, illustrators, and writers will be in attendance, along with the local rock n' roll stations, and the LOCKS FOR LOVE organization (a group of posi indivuals whom Robin Hood hippies' hair and give it to cancer-afflicted children).

It's going to be a blast.

You know what all of your loved ones want for Hannukah, Christmas, Kwanaza, Winter Solstice, etcetera?  Let me tell ya:  my signature.

I look forward to seeing all of you there.

Keep it classy, kids.


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Thursday, October 9th, 2008 10:29 am



Having lived in the dessert for a good long while now, I haven't come into contact with mosquitos very much.  It's been years since I've had the pleasure of having to douse myself in poison and carry a chemically-treated tikki torch around (like some xenophobic Transylvanian peasant) in order to leave the house--but:

I was just assaulted by one, outside The Safehouse.  And it was horrible.

I'm tired, and it took me a good four minutes to realize that it was a commonly occuring, terrestrial creature. 

Some kind of terrible cognitize dissonance occured, and-- I swear to The Ineffable -- I thought it was a tiny demon.

Holy fuck, sirs and madames.  Holy fuck.  Dig that crazy shnozz.

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Friday, October 3rd, 2008 08:36 pm


http://www.myspace.com/arizonapinupgirl 

Hey, legion of fans:

Do me a solid, and:
 
a.) log on to myspace
b.) follow the above link
c.) friend those fuckers like there's no tomorrow
d.) scope out the photo gallery, and place a vote (a.k.a : comment on one of the images in the "December 2008 contest" album, followed by the word "vote").

My vote is for the classy broad pictured up top.  She's vegetarian, just finished THE INVISIBLES, volume four , digs on Doktor SleeplessHerman HesseBright Eyes, metaphysics, developmental theory, and looks like the kind of dame Frank Miller wakes up in a cold sweat, dreaming about.

Go!  Participate in fake democracy.  Dig on shots of gals with the decency (and good sense) to date comics professionals.


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Thursday, September 18th, 2008 12:40 am



The kindly, bearded Mike Olivares mentioned me in the current issue of The Tucson Weekly, on page 26.

Go scoop one up, and check it out (they are free, after all).

Yay, comics!


http://www.tucsonweekly.com/gbase/Currents/Content?oid=oid:115596



 

PUBLISHED ON SEPTEMBER 18, 2008:

T Q&A

By MARI HERRERAS email the Weekly

T Q&A
Mari Herreras
Mike Olivares
Spider-Man was the first comic-book hero Mike Olivares discovered when he was a little boy. His fascination with comic books developed into a lifelong passion, and in the last year, Olivares has spent most of his free time putting together the first Tucson Comic Con, scheduled for Saturday, Nov. 8. While most of the vendor space is taken, Olivares encourages local comic-book lovers to mark their calendars--and there aren't many excuses for locals to stay away, since the convention is free. Comic geeks will unite from 10 a.m. to 7 p.m. at the Sheraton Four Points, 1900 E. Speedway Blvd. For more information, go to the Con Web site or MySpace page.

I noticed you're taking donations for the American Cancer Society. What does that have to do with comics?

Michael Turner. He was a comic-book artist who did Witchblade, Superman and Batman. ... He died of cancer in June. He was still working when he was going through chemo. He had bone cancer. His art fueled my love of comics. I've thought to myself that he did all the things he wanted and loved, even through cancer. I figured I can do (this Comic Con) to celebrate what he did. The donations to the American Cancer Society will be made in his memory.

What is it about comics?

For me, it's the stories, the great tales and the art, obviously. It keeps your imagination, and it doesn't matter if you're 25 or 50. It can take you back. Nothing can replace that feeling. Everybody should read comic books.

And now you're putting on a comics convention. What were you thinking?

Well, I pitched it to a couple of friends who really liked the idea. There's the Cactus Con in Phoenix, but not everyone likes driving up to Phoenix. It seems like Tucson's time has come. Then I met a couple of local artists, Eric Schock and Taylor Garrity of Evil Robo Productions. They helped put together the logos, and from there, more people got involved.

How is this going to be better than or different from what's happening in Phoenix?

The Cactus Con has been going on for at least 10 years. It's a lot bigger. Maybe we'll be there someday, but right now, the great thing about us is that we have been able to bring together local artists in Tucson. There are probably more than people think. And (admission is) going to be free. That's important.

Who is going to be there?

We have about 30 vendors and artists, even tattoo artists. Lulubell Toys will be there. Fantasy, Heroes and Villains ... pretty much every comic store is going to be involved in one way or another.

Every major city has a comic convention. What is it about comic folks wanting to get together?

There are so many different types of comics nowadays, and I think that's part of it, because there are so many different kinds of fans out there, too. ... But they all have a love of the comic book, as simple as it sounds.

The one in San Diego seems to have gone beyond the comic book.

That's an example of where Hollywood has overshadowed comics. It's not about the people and not about the comic as much as it is about the media when you go to San Diego.

Will there be a little flavor of San Diego here?

The 501st Dune Sea Garrison will be there. They're a costume group that has a chapter in Phoenix. They'll come down as Storm Troopers and set up some Death Star walls to be available for pictures.

What's been exciting for you about organizing a Comic Con?

Everyone I've met who wants to be a part of this, (like) all of these artists, like Eric Esquivel ... and the guys from Evil Robo Productions. We don't always get a chance to bring all of these people together, and I've gotten a chance to get to know them, too. I know some of the artists are working on putting together special issues just for this Comic Con.

You love comics, but do you make them, too?

Yes. I hope I can have my own debut at the Comic Con called The Questionables. It's about a group of characters who have powers that aren't particularly amazing. One girl can turn to static, like you see on TV, and she's able to travel through outlets. ... Another is a nudist who also has the ability to control dogs. The dogs happen to be strategically placed wherever the guy is standing.


 


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Friday, September 12th, 2008 02:42 am

I fuck like a twelve year old.

I lure them in with the emotional manipulation prowess of an early twenty-something, but when it gets down to the dirty business of carnal congress, I'm all thumbs and left feet.

I think it has something to do with the fact that I've always thought of sex as as something miraculous.  It doesn't matter if it's a hotel on prom night, or atop a dumpster on Jack in the Box's two-for-one-Tuesday--I always feel like the planets have aligned, and the angels are strumming their harps.

I remember being a kid in Sex Ed, just praying to any God who would listen, hoping against all hope that someday, somebody, some way, somehow would want my dick inside of them.

It seemed inconceivable that a person would risk death, sickness and pregnancy to have me make love to them; but--- flash forward four years to me literally having the innocense fucked out of me by the drunk girl-next-door in the poolhouse of our apartment complex.

I felt it then, and I've felt it every time since: that impossibly exciting, incredibly thankful awe that some poor sap has gambled everything she holds dear on the hopes that I know how to wield what God gave me adequately enough to give her a good thirty seconds of pleasure.

And I wish I could say that I can, that I do.

But, alas gentle reader, I cannot.

My head is too caught up in that gratefulness and in the impossible implications of expectation inherent in the act to keep shit running            s m o o t h . 

I'm forever  trying to mix shit up: 

I'll interrupt hours of fucking to give head.   

I'll get scared that I'm being too bland during a steady session of missionary, and start attacking the clit like it owes me money, or try to fit my arm up to the elbow in a woman's asshole, just to seem more sexually competent.

I'm so excited by the idea of having sex, that when it actually comes to it, it's impossible to be in the moment.

Which brings us to the topic of chemical castration...

END OF CHAPTER ONE

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Tuesday, September 9th, 2008 01:53 am




November Eigth.  Be there, give me three to twelve dollars, or be square.

Several books I've written will be debuted.

I'll sign everything you bring. 

Mention this blog, and get a free mini comic.

http://tucsoncomic-con.webs.com/


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Friday, August 22nd, 2008 01:37 am

Final Crisis: The Legion of Three Worlds:   "We have to redeem him!" - Superman

Secret Invasion #5: "We have to kill them!  Every last one of them!" - Hawkeye

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Saturday, August 16th, 2008 04:52 pm




The problem with all great revolutions is that they eventually succeed, and the vibrant world of the counterculture  becomes simply "culture".

Robot Dreams is an an Oprah's Book Club selection.
There's Oscar buzz around the newest Batman film.
The Superman symbol has trumped the skull and crossbones as the ultimate in poorly-thought-out, masculinity-asserting tattoos.
Maus is being used in public schools.

The media is bending over backwards championing comics as a respectable art form in some sort of bizarre, "white guilt" attempt to retroactively absolve themselves from their behavior pre-1999.  

Everyone proclaims their respect for the medium, but when Alan Moore (the father of the modern comic era) asks them not to go ahead with the Watchmen movie, it's the almighty dollar they eventually bow to.

The privileged disciples of McMerica--they guys who taunted and abused us growing up-- have discovered how to profit from us, and, like they did with the tropical rain forests, won't rest untill they've raped every available resource--despite the cost to the natural habitat.

Comics can't thrive when every script is a movie pitch; when every panel is a storyboard, when everyone and their mother is watching.

We've all heard that "Comics aren't for kids anymore!", but they're also not for the guy who has a bumper sticker of The Punisher on his truck because he thinks that the character is a positive role model.

Comics aren't for Republicans who can't wrap their head around why Batman doesn't kill The Joker.

Comics aren't for idiots who hate reading "real books".

Comics aren't for hipsters who think they're being ironic.

Comics aren't for librarians who regard them as "gateway drugs" to non-illustrated prose.

I'm not sure that comics are for me, anymore...

 

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Thursday, August 14th, 2008 05:38 am
"I had a nervous breakdown to fulfill the 'writer' archetype I was sold in my public education system" - Ragged Robin, THE INVISIBLES, VOLUME SIX

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Wednesday, August 6th, 2008 11:39 pm






THE SET-UP:
 
“The data would suggest we’re dealing with counterculture subversives… ‘warriors of the information age’ who profess to serve the public’s interests by rooting out lies, spin and hype wherever they find it” – Tony Stark
 
HOW IT READS:
 
This book is all over the place.
 
The cover sports an oft-quoted remark by George Orwell. The first panel cites J.K. Rowling.
 
The logo the street-art-inspired cover, the original ensemble of heroes (all possessing vague, pseudo-futuristic powers like “weaponizing wi-fi” or “weaponized nano-tech”), and the ambitious mission-statement of the team (summarized up top) suggest a sleek, trendy superhero yarn in the same vein as THE AUTHORITY, or THE INVISIBLES—but the dialogue and narrative captions are handled with all the pretentious sophistication of a classic Chris Claremont X-Men issue.
 
It’s fun, and (for all the heady themes and trippy, speculative science it examines) it doesn’t take itself too seriously.

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Sunday, August 3rd, 2008 11:30 pm

 

So, let's get right to it:

I have free tropic thunder tickets to give out to you beautiful, beautiful readers (courtesy of my sweet, sweet entertainment industry hook-ups). 

Send me an e-mail at ericMesquivel@gmail.com , telling me why you think Robert Downey Junior won't be lynched immediately after the film's first screening, and I'll toss you a pair of tickets (while supplies last).

 Don't forget to leave your name and phone number.

It all goes down at the Century El Con Theatre, Wednesday, August 6th at 7:30 PM.

Be there, or be square.

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Thursday, July 31st, 2008 10:17 pm



i just added " Liefeldian" to my Microsoft Word Dictionary.

Today is a good day.


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Wednesday, July 30th, 2008 09:44 pm



Earth 2 is back, y'all!


Remember May 2007, when the resolution of DC's year-long 52  promised a return to the multiverse?

Well, they've finally gotten around to it.

There's about eleven people in the world excited about the revitalization of the property, but lucky for you:  you're speaking to number ten!

Whoo!  What's up, Star Spangled Kid?  Where you been, Fury? How's it hanging,  The ONE TRUE HUNTRESS ? Get down with your bad self, 45-year-old-Robin-who-never-became-Nightwing-and-really-enjoys-showing-off-bare-thigh!

Welcome back to the party, long-forgotten, embarassingly obsolete heroes!  Here's to hoping your loved ones aren't raped  in a misguided attempt to make you more hip and relevant!  Yeah!

In all seriousness though:  today's JSA ANNUAL #1 is worth your four clams.

Sure, we've all experienced the "you can never go home, again" theme Power Girl tangles with in this chapter, but have you ever seen a senile, wheelchair-bound Joker so jacked up from years of handling toxic chemicals that "it hurts to laugh"?

Earth 2 is the golden age of DC, had everyone aged in real-time.  It's a comic which deals with issues concerning adults (aging, mortality, legacies, loveless marriages, xenophobia).

And it's probably the only franchise in which you're ever going to get to read about heroes over 35.

Check it out.  You owe it to yourself.  I personally guarantee that it's a lot more fun than anything going on anywhere else in serialized graphic fiction these days.  And, if you don't like it:  you're only out one measely gallon of gasoline.


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